My Friends..

I was so lost in my pain, fear was melting my brain,
I was counting the days to insanity, I was afraid to move myself
Afraid to hurt myself, more than I had until that day
Everything I believed in, everything I fought for
Was now underneath my feet and my heart beat
Was so gone, couldn't be felt by anyone
So alone it gave me the creeps
My drugs got me in bed went up to my head And I really don't wanna depend
So I'll stick to

My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my cards and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again

Never thought woyuld be like this
No one told me it would be like this
I'm amazed I'm amazed with myself
And my brain and my pain
And my pain and my veins
Are delivering it to my health
My self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken
And it left me with an empty life and this knife
Rests on the middle of me bed, I think in all the things she said
Close my eyes and sleep
All these drugs in my head, it seems I'm already dead
And I really don't want to depend
So I'll stick to ...

My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my cards and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again

Can't smoke anymore can't drink anynmore, still I do it, I do it again
Lost everything I had, Far from mum, far from dad
I thank God for my good, good friends
But where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now?
As I die as slowly as I can? All my plans, went down the hole
My life has no goal, and I wonder if this is worth it
But my friends took my hand
Helped me to lift myself again
And that's why I really love

My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my cards and my cards and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again..

(Always) With you..

There's somthing in your ways ..

That makes me wanna stay here for a thousnd years

So just cry your fears, yea I need you everyday

Inside you I just want to wype away your fears

So just cry your tears yea

I wish I was with you

If I stay well than your tears will set you free

If I stay right here and for ever with you everything

I feel for you

Is everything I want to stay with you

If I stay right here and forever with you

My eyes!

My eyes

This is tearing me apart I wish I could be in your soft arms

Feel you again

Anytime I feel like im to far

Than I will try to remember all ours and your memories I know

I wish I was in you

If I stay

Well then your tears will set you free

If I stay right here than forever with you

Everything I feel for you

Is everything I want to stay with you

If I stay right here

Than forever with you